Gorilla at Large by Ron Koertge My mother isn't feeling well, so I tell her I'll come over and we'll just watch TV. What's on is Gorilla at Large, starring Ann Bancroft and Raymond Burr. Since the operation she's not interested in much, but this movie has her sitting up in bed. There's a cute guy with biceps, some blackmail, and a murder. Ann flounces around in her skimpy circus costume, Raymond gets jealous, the gorilla leers and shakes the bars of his cage. Mom is particularly tender-hearted these days. She's been calling everyone whose feelings she might have hurt. She's asked bitter enemies to come to the hospital. So she cries when the gorilla scrambles to the top of the roller coaster and is shot. But she hasn't got one kind word for Ann Bancroft as she's led away to jail. She gropes for the spot on her night table where the cigarettes used to be, then gets out of bed and shambles toward the bathroom. "There was a woman like that set her cap for your father once. I showed her a thing or two."